Ok so here is the deal they both make me happy?

i got married young and after 10 yrs of being with my hus i left him and found someone else right away i have 2 kids they were confused for a long time but now they love my boyfriend..whom makes me happy so did my hubby he was a gr8 hubby but still i have no idea if i am still inlive with him and if he could ever work i dont want to confuse or hurt my children anymore , i donnot compleletly love my bf but i love him he makes me happy so did my hubby i still miss him its been almost 2 yrs we havent been together my 7 yr old daughter has celebral palsy she adores both men...