Is this Depression? Anxiesty? Some other Disorder?

i sort of went through the same problems as you.. and my boyfriend really helped me get through the hard times.. also i feel so much better when i pray.. when nothing seems right i find lots of security and comfort by being close to GOD. i dont know how old you are but maybe you should move out if your family is stressing you out so much. talking to a good friend can also help. just dont be too hard on yourself. seriously! learn from these experiences right now so that you can make your future better. just think of this as a learning experience. you havent even lived half your life yet (i dont think you're over 50) so dont give up. just look forward to the life you will have when you have your own family etc.. take care!